La Mort, & Raison

Sammy, 17, keeping my head up high. My three Tumblr tags: Gay, fashion, art. The other ones I would put: Washington, Oregon, boys, music, literature, fatass. me - my likes - my flickr - my last.fm

Thoughts at 12:47 am

jawncharles:

I’m sitting here, lying against the wall of my bedroom. It’s chilly out. My big headphones are on, and I’m listening to loud music, hoping that it will block out all my thoughts. It doesn’t. The walls are shaking a little bit, because the train is passing. I could get up, turn this computer off, put on my big green winter coat, put everything that matters to me in a bag, and walk the three blocks to the rail road tracks. I could hop on the train that is passing. I could start over. The thought of leaving excites me[…]

…I’m just so scared of being lonely.

— 7 minutes ago with 6 notes

I’m watching Paranormal Activity again, in the dark, in my bed. I’m under my sheets, but it doesn’t help that my laptop is under my sheets too. I CAN’T ESCAPE IT!

— 19 minutes ago with 1 note

I’m about 5’10”, so yeah… average American male height, but I tower over everyone in my family. Everyone. I mean every single person in my family, like all 50 people in my extended family too.

— 1 hour ago with 1 note
I just realized I'm attracted to shorter guys.

And facial hair, lots of it, but I didn’t just realize that.

— 1 hour ago with 1 note
I never realize how good looking sexy Nicolas Ghesquiere was until now for some reason… Screw that threesome I dream of, I want a foursome with Tom Ford, Marc Jacob, Alexander McQueen, and him. Yeah, so what if I’m greedy?

I never realize how good looking sexy Nicolas Ghesquiere was until now for some reason… Screw that threesome I dream of, I want a foursome with Tom Ford, Marc Jacob, Alexander McQueen, and him. Yeah, so what if I’m greedy?

— 1 hour ago
glass-heart:

Vlada Roslyakova

I remember when everyone was all over that Balenciaga that season. Oh memories.

glass-heart:

Vlada Roslyakova

I remember when everyone was all over that Balenciaga that season. Oh memories.

— 2 hours ago with 3 notes
ginagomez:

D:

I think dogs like his are cute.

ginagomez:

D:

I think dogs like his are cute.

— 3 hours ago with 49 notes
kingorlowest:

Eugène Delacroix - “La Liberté Guidant Le Peuple”

I’ve never understood why this painting is so famous. Yeah, it represented a national mood and muse, but on an artistic level, his colors are a bit bland compared to his other works, the composition is cluttered, poses are clumsy and lack what I would consider the ‘romantic movement’. Blah, I’m just poopy right now D:

kingorlowest:

Eugène Delacroix - “La Liberté Guidant Le Peuple”

I’ve never understood why this painting is so famous. Yeah, it represented a national mood and muse, but on an artistic level, his colors are a bit bland compared to his other works, the composition is cluttered, poses are clumsy and lack what I would consider the ‘romantic movement’. Blah, I’m just poopy right now D:

— 3 hours ago with 10 notes

WTF, my life is falling apart. Ongina doesn’t win RuPaul, and Laura doesn’t win ANTM, what next, Palin wins 2012!?

— 11 hours ago with 1 note
[Flash 9 is required to listen to audio.]

‘I Love You, Alway Forever’ - Donna Lewis

— 11 hours ago with 2 notes and 15 plays
"Canada needs to dismantle its public healthcare system and allow private enterprise to get involved and turn a profit."
— 12 hours ago with 13 notes
debating going to the hospital...

thewarindrew:

never been this sick before. can barely walk.

ugh. fuck this bullshit.

:’(

Wow ok, so this is why I hate the like button sometimes; I pressed it because I felt bad, and I was sending my love over, but then in the notes it says that I liked it. Like, I like that you are sick. fml, mlia, get better Warren!

— 12 hours ago with 8 notes
GPOYW: I’m really happy today because it’s sunny, warm [for a NW autumn], and my friend and I are going to go out and do some photography to build into our art portfolios. And maybe get some portraits we can use for senior pictures, because we hate all the ‘professional’ photographers and studios in our area.

GPOYW: I’m really happy today because it’s sunny, warm [for a NW autumn], and my friend and I are going to go out and do some photography to build into our art portfolios. And maybe get some portraits we can use for senior pictures, because we hate all the ‘professional’ photographers and studios in our area.

— 12 hours ago with 3 notes